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David Estringel On Books And Writing
For my latest author interview, I turned to David Estringel.
Our exchange, which has been edited, is below.
“Blood Honey” was released in January of last year. Would you tell me a little bit about it?
“Blood Honey” is the second poetry collection that I published (first with Anxiety Press). It is a direct result of a long, angsty struggle with the passing of my mother in 2020.
I guess you could say that I was stuck vacillating between anger and depression (in terms of ‘stages of grief’) and the pieces in it are pretty reflective of that. It has a touch of everything in it that (in the past) I used to engage in to avoid pain (i.e. drugs, sex, self-harm, and isolation).
A lot of said chaos is put within the context of toxic relationships, but I feel like they were more projections of a more internal struggle. This book is actually my favorite as it is [the] realization of my ‘dream’ as a MFA student. I was asked one day in class what I aspired to accomplish as a writer, and my answer was that I wanted to publish a book that people thought was pure filth but that they secretly stashed under their drivers’ seats along with their empty travel-sized bottles of booze and Altoids tins packed [with] Zig-Zags and half-smoked blunts.